Seize the Day♫

 Such a busy life.

11/05It's midterm now...(!) Well, I'll be back soon. :) 

10/16Focus, focus, focus, keep spirited!! 

10/09偶爾用英語發文，練習語感，期待日精月益，有興趣看看囉！不喜誤入！:P

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It's another new inception.

I.

Love? We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it.

When we don't have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it; when we have it, we fear losing it.

It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next.

It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without.

II. 

To walk together…

To share and suffer together…

To have someone to share anything with…

To be able to fall asleep and wake up with that person…

It's a beautiful thing...

Above all is from internet articles (sorry I lose the links).

Don't you agree with them?

Artist: Christian Bautista with Sarah Geronimo

Verse:
If you love me like you tell me
Please be careful with my heart
You can take it just don’t break it
Or my world will fall apart

Chorus:
You are my first romance
And I’m willing to take a chance
That ’till life is through
I’ll still be loving you

I will be true to you
Just a promise from you will do
From the very start
Please be careful with my heart

Verse II:
I love you and you know I do
There’ll be no one else for me
Promise I’ll be always true
For the world and all to see

Love has heard some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken
I’ve been burned and I’ve been hurt before

Verse III:
So I know just how you feel
Trust my love is real for you
I’ll be gentle with your heart
I’ll caress it like the morning dew

I’ll be right beside you forever
I won’t let our world fall apart
From the very start
I’ll be careful with your heart

Chorus II:
You are my first (and you are my last) romance
And I’m willing to take a chance
(I’ve learned from the past)
That ’till life is through
I’ll still be loving you

I will be true (I will be true) to you
Just a promise from you will do (only to you)
From the very start (from the very start)
From the very start (from the very start)
From the very start
Please be careful with (I’ll be careful with) my heart (your heart)

As usual, I take courses and, well, I take 25 credits(maximum) this semester and need to study tightly. My friend say I look busy everyday and seem I often late back to my dorm, but nope, I just follow my schedule and maybe because my major courses are arranged in evening so you are mistaken^^" I am good and hopefully get on track:)

One thing I'd like to confess is I am temperamental recently. For example, last Monday, in a class we watched a documentary film describing the dolphin conservation and exposing Japan's dolphin hunting massacre(it's almost a crime!)and it is an ironic one. And when I watched the film, I felt so complicated, and as soon as the authour, now is a caretaker of marine life(he was once a dolphin trainer) said that a dolphin "committed suicide" by herself(dolphins breathe with lungs just like human beings do)in his arms(I'm not going to explain how that tragedy went), I just cannot help but keep weeping quietly until my teacher paused the film.

Another example, yesterday I invited 2 of my friends to have dinner together, but I misunderstood something(it's sometimes awkward to deliver messages with MSN or any other messengers because people probably lost or shorten some words for convenience!)and I thought I was edged out...O.O and I did NOT feel good AT ALL, and my eyes were brimming with tears then. But later, we had dinner together, haha, it's completely a misunderstanding>.< I looove my friends, thank you guys.  I just can't resist attacks from loneliness, and recently the feeling is getting hard, is it because of the cool weather or autumn is coming?

However, I promise I won't show "not good" expressions easily in front of you because it's impolite and people might not get the point why I am this moody(that's why I weep quietly), and instead I try to hide/ control my emotion and try to wear a smile on my face(: and maybe I am too lazy to explain my emotion unless you're one of my best friends then I'll tell you details..-.-

And I think the proverb "計畫趕不上變化" is absolutely right! People, at least I do, try as hard as possible to follow the plan/ schedule but anything could just occur in a sudden. I do hope everything can come to a happy ending. Wish you can have good luck on study, job, family and love.

Hey, today is Double Tenth Day, Taiwan National Day. HAPPY B-Day, Taiwan(:

The event happend after Fanapi typhoon holiday. My university was seriously damaged by this powerful typhoon in some areas in the campus so the authority concerned declared classes suspending for a week but administrative staffs have to work though. After holidays, I went back to my rent dorm near my university on the Sunday evening, and I checked the whole surroundings if anything needs to be fixed soon, well, anyway, the power of electricity and water were still problems then, but luckily, it's all okay now:)

And on the Tuesday, I was back to my part-time job at the Secretariat. For the part-time, I have to browse 9 newspapers, 4 major and 5 minor ones in Taiwan, and meanwhile I have to pick out(of course the administrative staff will give me a hand) some worth reading articles like news mentions my university, National University of Kaohsiung, and also other educational news and some popularly current affairs news. Next, I will do newspaper clipping and assemble all the clips together to a booklet and the last step is delivering the well-chose news clips booklet to the vice president's office on weekends. I work every Tue. and Fri. morning.

On that Tue, I stepped in the office with a brilliant smile (: and saying good morning to all officers as usual,

And one of them just said: Morning, girl! Why didn't you come to work last week(20-24th Sep)?? (I was thinking what I should  reply on it ...)

He kept saying: although it's during typhoon holidays, there still had a lot of work to do, or at least you should give a phone call to notice us that you can't come here to work and make a leave!

...O.O...I was startled and immediately I apologized and felt sorry and embarrassed, too )=, but I was thinking: How can I come back to work? How can I go back to the disaster area - since traffic systems were "bad" during the last week? Moreover, class-es were suspending so logically, students did not have to go to school, especially those who are disaster victims. But I only keep my thought in mind, didn't utter them out...maybe I was too nervous to say something and just doing the work with a...(donna how to describe the feeling) and I felt upset>.<...

However, after that Tueseday's work, I think I was wrong with something. First, I should speak out my opinions bravely or nothing will come to me myself; it seems like taking risks because I don't know if I am right / wrong, but I think in any situation I have a right to express my opinions, I have to give it a try or I won't gain anything and if I am wrong, it's okay, at least I learn an experience and I can improve myself in the future. And the other thing is - I should not take everything for granted. Sometimes I just do things along with my intuition and it's another risks! Like this time, I should have given a phone call to make a sure if I had to work during class suspending time firstly.(yes, it's my fault>.<) Again, don't take everything for granted and be grateful for every thing happens to us.

That's a bit about something occurred to me at the beginning of this semester, hehe seems Fanapi did disturb me. As a junior, my study is tough now; Hope things go well.

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開學一個禮拜之後，遇到今年第一個中度颱風，然後不小心放了五天連假，包括中秋節

Typhoon Fanapi was the first major storm to strike Taiwan this year

且高高屏地區部分損失慘重，學校不少地方淹水，看來得花一段時間修復，該慶幸的是我的宿舍平安度過颱風夜-.-

沒想到開學第一週就覺得好累，我老了...

而且還有好多書要再review，更有好多書要添購，天阿我的荷包又要乾癟了 T.T

但是人的欲望無窮，不管是精神還是物質上，總是貪心再貪心，真好奇清心寡欲的人怎麼做到的呢? 追求清心寡欲是否又是另一種貪婪?

anyway，no pain no gain，想要怎麼收穫就要那麼栽，雖然含淚播種不一定可以歡笑收割，因為重要的是過程，至少我會經歷過些什麼，至少我是甘願那樣做的，至少我會在以後回想起以前的回憶時說"這就是青春。這就是人生"

嘖，我好像真的老了(笑)

怎麼辦最近要買想買的東西有正向增加的趨勢(昏)

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乾脆來個包賺錢的股票或必中頭獎的樂透彩券1張比較快...

喔 我想說我是個崇尚精神層面大於物質的人 (OS:購物慾望就列在上面!這句話是說給誰來信的阿!!!!orz)

瘋狂的生日趴吃吃喝喝然後散場走人，不如寫滿誠摯話語的卡片 (喔說到卡片，教師節快到了得準備一下^^)

愛情中，我可以不要為了買禮物的禮物，我要我們在一起，你心中有我我心中有你

一個擁抱簡單的卡片簡訊一首你哼的歌你彈的琴就可以很幸福

總歸一句話，不論什麼情況下，人與人之間，心靈相通 最重要

Sometimes I cannot feel you, even myself, either.

But I just try to find back the inspiration.

I believe I can go through this all and then fly across the sky to you.

新學期，加油加油加油!